I received a comment (from Float First) on yesterday's blog post asking me to show a picture of my tank and talk about what attracted me to floating. I am not very tech savvy yet. Here is a picture of the kind of tank that I have. It is not a picture of the one in my apartment. I will get a smart phone eventually and download some pictures of mine.
I have been attracted to the powers of the mind for as long as I can remember. I read an article in a magazine when I was around 12 years old about lucid dreaming. I remember it suggested to "wake up" during waking hours and realize that you were not in a dream. It suggested to pinch yourself in these moments to prove you were awake. By making this a habit, the thought would eventually come to you in a dream. I can tell you it worked but it took a lot of effort to be consciously aware multiple times a day as a preteen. There is nothing cooler than being in a dream and knowing it. The feeling of "I can literally do anything I want" is powerful and very fleeting. I would wake up very quickly, only to find myself trying to get back to that place. It never did happen.
During the rest of my teen years I was always fascinated by Hypnosis. I laid in bed many nights "Self-Hypnotizing" myself. Counting down from ten, breathing and with each step and number I would "go down a step" until I got to the bottom. Hypnotized. It didn't dawn on me at the time I was actually meditating. The only difference I was trying to manifest some incredible experience that I couldn't put my finger on, rather than just calm my mind.
I will pick this up in my next blog post. I don't want to bore you to tears.

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